That is the selfless kind of love of which few people are capable.
[Nageki doesn't have any pretenses about being that kind of person. he knows that he has probably always been selfish, in taking his own life and in other things, probably, even if he knows he would be glad to do it again as many times as he would need to if the act could bring joy to his friends. that includes Kaworu now, he thinks; Nageki would be happy to die again for him too, whether Kaworu would understand such a gesture or not. he may not think himself selfless, but at least Nageki would never allow selfishness to get in the way of his affection for his friends.
he can tell that Kaworu doesn't realize how admirable he really is, and it inclines him all the more to tell him. the thoughts stay stubbornly closed inside of his head, however, his attention taken by Kaworu's new train of thought. he shakes his head, his fingers stopping in their spot on the keys.]
I don't. There was little opportunity for exploring the world of instruments before I found myself here.
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[Nageki doesn't have any pretenses about being that kind of person. he knows that he has probably always been selfish, in taking his own life and in other things, probably, even if he knows he would be glad to do it again as many times as he would need to if the act could bring joy to his friends. that includes Kaworu now, he thinks; Nageki would be happy to die again for him too, whether Kaworu would understand such a gesture or not. he may not think himself selfless, but at least Nageki would never allow selfishness to get in the way of his affection for his friends.
he can tell that Kaworu doesn't realize how admirable he really is, and it inclines him all the more to tell him. the thoughts stay stubbornly closed inside of his head, however, his attention taken by Kaworu's new train of thought. he shakes his head, his fingers stopping in their spot on the keys.]
I don't. There was little opportunity for exploring the world of instruments before I found myself here.