[he probably could have expected that response, at least, but all the same Nageki is a little discouraged to hear that even Kaworu doesn't understand what he's saying. this isn't something Nageki is used to dealing with; emotions and friendships are hard enough, but the idea that Kaworu is trying to convey something more makes all of his reasoning freeze in place. it's difficult to even think of what to say, let alone anything else.]

Just because you are happy with the results... that doesn't mean you can't wish that they had turned out differently.

[even if Nageki is at a loss with this situation, he can't help but feel sympathy for Kaworu. these are feelings Nageki said he would help Kaworu understand... but it isn't nearly as simple as that, as Nageki is starting to realize for himself, especially when they involve him. how is he supposed to help him in this situation when it could have such significant effects on their own relationship? does the thought of that scare him more than learning what Kaworu's feelings really are?]